Dr. Spencer Hotchner (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
thefluffyhotchner) wrote2012-04-15 01:25 pm
thefluffyhotchner) wrote2012-04-15 01:25 pm
Sometimes it didn't make sense....
How...one minute you could be in the fight for your very life alongside your husband then in a heartbeat in some empty...never-ending....darkness...
How...in the blink of an eye you're wandering said darkness alone. Lost. Trying to find even a SLIVER of light. Of hope. Terrified inside that you won't ever see the man whom you've loved and worshipped for so long -the one that had finally admitted to himself and everyone else over the last few months that he'd felt the same way- ...again.
How...for 10 years you wandered. Cold and afraid. Never hungry or tired. The fear wasn't of the darkness but of the fact of never seeing your husband one more time.
How...one brief flash of that searched-for light and you were back. Alive. Breathing. Looking into the eyes of that man.
The man that was in your every heartbeat,your every thought, your every breath. The man that was with you in spirit the entire time you spent in that forbidding time. The only one that helped you through it. The only reason you fought so desperately to come back.
The man you fell into his arms and cried for hours. The man that only held you. Stroked your hair. Kissed your foreheaad and told you that it was going to be all right now.
The man that I love with all my heart and soul and now he holds both.
Aaron James Hotchner
How...in the blink of an eye you're wandering said darkness alone. Lost. Trying to find even a SLIVER of light. Of hope. Terrified inside that you won't ever see the man whom you've loved and worshipped for so long -the one that had finally admitted to himself and everyone else over the last few months that he'd felt the same way- ...again.
How...for 10 years you wandered. Cold and afraid. Never hungry or tired. The fear wasn't of the darkness but of the fact of never seeing your husband one more time.
How...one brief flash of that searched-for light and you were back. Alive. Breathing. Looking into the eyes of that man.
The man that was in your every heartbeat,your every thought, your every breath. The man that was with you in spirit the entire time you spent in that forbidding time. The only one that helped you through it. The only reason you fought so desperately to come back.
The man you fell into his arms and cried for hours. The man that only held you. Stroked your hair. Kissed your foreheaad and told you that it was going to be all right now.
The man that I love with all my heart and soul and now he holds both.
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It was eeriely quiet in that house on the island, and honestly, Aaron was damn tired of the quiet. Just to relieve the air and listen to the sound of his own voice, he began to speak. Tenative at first. "I c-couldn't find you... until right now. Until I... until I had you in my arms. I thought I did once or twice, and... and it was an illusion. I was scared. More scared now than I ever was fighting Moonlight..."
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"I know what you feel like. There was a time I thought I'd found you. It turned out to not be but it was Moonlight. Needless to say I got away from him but...it was scary. We...we're gonna need to work on that." Trying to force a small smile at him.
"But I like the damn....er...." but yeah he reached up and traced fingertips against his cheek.
"What if...what if we're...what if they got away or came back first and....and got everyone else?" He didn't want to think of that but...yeah. It was gonna give him nightmares if he didn't talk about it.
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